I want to write something here but my mind is blank. Sometimes when I'm alone, I cry because of all the things that have happened at work. My biggest regreat of all is treating colleagues as friends. People whom I've helped over the years, avocated for them have now turned to become my enemy. People whom I despise. Deeply.
I can't express how much I hate them. Yes, hate is the word I'm using for these people.
Perhaps the saddest thing of all that has happened was how selfless I have been. Always thinking about others and not myself. Never quite loving myself enough, protecting myself and caring for people who REALLY matter to me.
Oh well, never too late to start. I've learnt my lesson now. Prioritise. I don't even want to think about them. I want to think about what I can do for myself... what I should be doing... what I should have done a long time ago. The feeling of hate have given me the energy to fight.
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